Famed broadcaster Erin Andrews saw her stalker sentenced in 2010 for filming her through a peephole at several of her hotel stops and posting them on the Internet.

But after being awarded $55 million in a civil suit against the hotel and her stalker, Michael David Barrett, the punishment of him being sentenced and the time since the incident hasn’t eased the pain any. Barrett said that he hoped one day that Andrews could forgive him, but that’s unlikely to ever happen.

In March of 2010, Barrett was sentenced to two years and six months in prison, with three years of probation, and was fined $5,000 and over $7,000 in restitution. He served his sentence at the Seattle Community Corrections and was released on July 3, 2012.

Andrews relives the pain all the time, and she explained to NBC’s Megyn Kelly the negative impact it’s had on her.

“I have to relive it all the time. It’s shaped who I am as a person,” she said in a clip released this week. “It messed with my family. It hurt my mom and dad so bad and it still does. And you don’t get any sort of pass for doing that.”

Andrews explained that the hardest part of watching the videos is hearing Barrett breathing in the background, and she knew immediately it was her when she saw the video.

“Yes, you know your body very quickly,” Andrews told Kelly. “One of the videos we had to watch you can hear him breathing in it, and you can also hear people behind him walking, which is also disgusting. And he’s angling — turning it every way I turn. But I think the breathing is the hardest part … It makes me want to take about 80 showers. So gross.”

Andrews was a member of the dance team at the University of Florida and a long-time college football sideline reporter on ESPN before leaving for FOX Sports.

Kelly’s interview with Andrews will air Sunday night at 7:00 p.m. ET.